Intrested In Life

It has taken me a bit of time to let go and start enjoying life again, I have been pouting I would call it not that that's the right way to be not at all. I have been thinking about all the stuff I have gone threw and the stuff I have caused to happen with negative thoughts. I know there is a time period that your allowed to think about whats what I figure you have less than a year well that's what my problem has been I let it go on in my head for to long and that is just wrong for me, I am glad I have true friends who put up with the shit and I am sorry for you all having to put up with it. Next chapter in my life is a go and its time to make the run of a life.