Wow time flys when you keep busy, I left a job went back to my old company took it over and it seems to be going well. I cant believe my 16 yr old kid is such a man now this weekend hes getting his toung pierced hey what ever floats his boat right.

Have to remember to do this

It's been since Feb I have posted on here its a wonder why I forgot to do what I said I was going to do, Ok lets start what has changed well alot really for one I started my wrestling company up with the help of some good people second I took a drive over sept long weekend to Victoria, BC then there are the few shitty things like one of my best friends choose to do something and now we all have to deal with it I guess it did make him realise he didnt want to loose everything he had thought he didnt want so thats ok but now we dont hang out at all. Can't win them all

time to start bloging again

Its time its time to start putting more into my blog yes i will every day or two I will write something good or bad

Court today it was ok, Glad its done onto next step.

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Thinking about what people want from me. I'm not sure what to do anymore.

Thinking

I spend way to much time thinking about stuff. I know when I do this it causes me great stress I am not sure how not to do this I then get down about who I am not a great thing. Don't get me wrong I know everyone thinks and its healthy its the things I think about that get in the way. I have taken the steps I need to to move on in life (not the bad way move on) the good steps. I have hobbies that I enjoy I spend time with my kids and take care of my house but I can't seem to make choices about me that make me happy. I know a blog is helping me out for sure I need to write more and I will soon very soon there will be more content here.

Wow Time Goes So Fast

Wow time goes so fast when your trying to live a good life. I have done allot of changes this year I have had weight changes up and down my body keeps changing and i'm happy for that, I know I had some big mood changes from being so happy to being so depressed not knowing I was depressed getting laid off finding work getting screwed over for my pay check and loosing some loved ones, I took the time to step back look at the big picture and start the changes. My oldest son living with me full time for the first time in over 10 years was a big eye opener (love it) I cant wait to see the man (Mattia) he will become, My other child (Sydney) hes fantastic he is so funny in the way he deals with things, Hes going to be a handful as he gets bigger love you boys both so much. My friends who have been true friends some very good ones and the ones that weren't are gone out of my life good bye losers. My friends that are in my life are some of the most fantastic people in the world. I don't spend as much time with them as I should but I want them to know they have helped more than they will ever know